17/1/10

Last night I sleep at 1 something!! Thank God give me enuf energy for today^^" Whoa!! Today I finally know that I should wait For HER!! coz She Is a BETTER chioce than u=='' HAiH!! Yesterday night I was quit Dulan u all~ coz u all go out didnt even ajak me! walao weih~ fine la! everyone liddat larh~ I feel like y didnt ask me go? although i cant make it, atleast u guyz come ajak me mah!! walao..
After this year, maybe I'm going to change skul!! YEAH~ No need to c u agn!! Although i change skul i oso wont tel u de... No need promoted larh!!! hahaha... Haih! Today I was very happy!! Coz i can started to talk wif you!! WEEE~ I will w8 til v after secondary de!! Thank God give me this changes to share thing wif her! this makes our relationship better^^' HAHa!! Today nthg happen except i holded your hand^^ But nthg much la~ I oso think nthg la=='' First time so closed to u only marh~
ALL the pluck inside my room all ROSAK~ Cannot charge my laptop anymore xD
WEEEEE~~ I gonna have a new desktop lu!!! Then can everyday on9^^
SEH! Gonna watch TREASURE HUNTER ltr~~ N VAMPIRE movie's!!! Whoa!
That's all for today!

16/1/10

Today is totally AWESOME weih~~ Haih! At morning woke up at 9.48am^^' I juz like woke up for HEAVEN weih~ den checked my phone n there is 19 messages=='' reply until sien arh~ Today's Computer class was so damn boring but luckly v make jokes^^ hahah.. If not i really wanna sleep.. Haizz!
After that, I have Guitar class It was So Wonderful!! I learn more n more song... WHOA! I love playing Guitar weih! but I wont show my talent at skul coz they are more PRO-zo outside there^^'' hehehe..
Today I feel like wanna SMS u but... I forgot tat i have deleted ur phone number juz not to let me rmb u=='' STUPID rite? but although i sms u, u oso wont reply! Ummm.. Thank God that he gave me ppl such as Synn Jye n Jess lyn^^'' I feel So comfortable to talk wif them.. but Jess lyn!! I'm waiting ur answer de arh~ haha! tOday I tot I was joking but I feel real lorh! I told HER that I like her.. But she still dunno to answer==' hahaha~ nevermind la.. f u wanna serious? I will be serious 2^^" Today hope I can get the answer lorh~~ But I rmb u told me at last year! OWEN: v r BEST Fren n nth more than that=='' I was so PAINARhGg!!!!
haih~ dun talk abt last time coz I dun wanna KISS ur ASS agn!! FEEL so foolish! Escaping for you? what did i get??? huh? 4get it!!! ERASE! ERASE! ERASE! +]
HAHA~ This afternoon gt Children church^^ WEEEE!! Things happen was.... Guitarist didnt come? SO I'm doing PA=='' How? Luckly A@ron was here n I ask him to do PA.. SO I play de Guitar!! without A practice=='' at 1st i play quit ''WELL'' hahah~ But I play de chord either too FAST or DELAY de=='' zadaO!!
TOday no skul cannot c u^^ dunno the feeling is GOOD or BAD.. But feel something missing n something replace=='' U r not longer In that place..
Until today of my life I finally realize hu is my 大佬!! In this holiday- I have learn many thing which is- CHANCES , LOVE and REAL Friend!!!!
YA, Chances let me share my expirence of GOD... Last year at the 1semester, I was a SO-callEd 大佬 in skul n I mess-up with all those FORM 5 gangster! N v gt a fight at skul.. They scared of me!! SO what?? I gt a name from all my friend which is 大佬 [ Ugly, Bad, Naughty, Didnt have an REAL heart Fren! that time I gt a fight outside.. with all those REAL gangster! I feel DAMN yeng!! SO what? what I gt? NOTHING.. N in this time GOD gave me chances n chances to turn back.. But I did not!!! SO things happen Last day of Mid-term exam, Pn. Azreen was in relieving my class!! Arghh GOsh!!! I hate her alot that time.. She ask me to tack-in my uniform=='' but I was tention of her anoying sounds! and I cant talk it!! So I 翻脸 with her!!! ARGHH!! den She cried=='' Go to Mr.GOOn n complain abt me!!! Oh GOSH!! Stupid weih! After that Mr.GOON came n found me! n Told ME that I was SET-OUT the school.. NO more chance for me!! SO what I do was while waiting in the OFFICE, I cried n PrAyed n Prayed!!! SO thank God send PAMELA and told me that ALL this is GOD PLAN! So God want u to learn something behind IT...
Thing was when i reached home, my home ha another fight among my grandparents n my aunt!!! SEh!! Make me more tention of it... I cant take it anymore and I speak out for myself! they scold gao me back!! make me more DULAN.. then i went back my room! the thing was only my those christian fren come n talk wif me!! I feel damn touched lor! y not my other SO-called 兄弟 de!! Only one of them come n support me^^'
That day, I cant sleep=='' Y? my heart was clawing like HELL!! then the day after that, I went to skul wif a Empty Body but full with Holy Spirit^^'' That day I put everything On GOD's HAND!! After skul, I wanna get a letter from skul that says I'm be expeled=='' But they didnt gave me~~ juz ask me go back and change another skul=='' SEH!! Luckly one of my兄弟TZE YANG(AMP) teman me on the way to SUNWAY [walking]... While walking then, I gt a phone called from pn.J ^^'' She told me OWEN: IF skul really GAve u a chance u must really Chance u know? N I said: sO u mean I can came back for 2semester loh!! N she said: YES!! after this conversation, I cried n I laugh!! N this is the plan from GOD!! this What he want me to learn!! After all my兄弟 know ady^^' I went to a Church camp which called Restoration camp... I learn alot of alot of thing there! b4 i went, while on the way.. I share to all my BROTHER!! N they talk wif me.. n they oso share theirs^^'
Thank GOD gave me this Opportunity me to know hu r my real 兄弟!! I'm not insulting my other BRother, coz u guyz r always my brotehr 2^^'' WEEEEEE... hahahah!!
Lets talk abt LOVE!! What is the LOVE v know?? Is PUPPY LOVE.. In TRUE LOVE is such as GOD xD s an VERy GOOD example^^'
TRUE LOVE:
-To Acept!!
-To Understand!!
-To Get INvlove in Thoughts,Emotion,Action and Result!!

LOVE just like a tree, has many brancher.
This is to LOVE for GOD,Parents,Siblings,Career,Games,Hobbies,Children!!!

This called LOVE and this are the Summary of My previous POST-What is LOVE?

I hope u can understand my feeling lorh! This what ALL my feeling to u ALL the Time.. But nevermind I have Promised ZHEyu not to Talk abt u agn! He said Y I liddat de? sometime EMo said dont like u=='' sometime dunno do wat ''DFK" go like you o!!!! HAHAHA~
HAIh! zheyu ah! zheyu! try to change your BAD WORD ATTITUDE la.. ppl dont like de arh!! Like PRO-zo TECK yu last time oso ppl dont like him but... he did changed better!!!
C ppl can change de...
lets talk b abt u la!! u make me change alot!! U, HER n GOD is the KEY to let me chance... i think you wanna know hu is HER~~ ?? She is a girl that I very 羡慕de.. she can my engine and ur the KEY^^'' HAHA..
Sometime's thing change!! I Change better or Worst only!! b4 it change's Worst.. I should make a FULL STOP.. Nthg to deul with it, It juz willing to let go anot!! Police not longer chasing the Thief and thief no longer be chasing form de police...
Thing u wanna take It, U oso must willing to let go!! Things u have let go, dont ever ask it back=='

15/1/10

Today is the second week of school, and I aready feel so ''SIEN'' le~~ haih! Today I saw u at skul, but i kepp on escaping for you=='' haiz... ERic and Zheyu teman me go found you!! But when i saw u, I cant talk and even greet to you!!! Arghhh..... SEh!! Shit la, I hate myself=='' althought I we are friend? But i still cant face you!! Haih!!! SO ''SOK CHUN'' another word call USELESS!! this what ERIC =called mE...
Walao... I quite Dulan de lorh~ but He is rite! what can I do??
Today I talk to YAP n ask him to join my yellow house basketball team ^^'' because he was yellow team too.... And I told Him that you must show your Best Performance For u c=='' Haih~ He told me that because u elder than him so he gives up=='' WAlao!!! Dulan lorh@_@ Y he cant except?? Love is no Ages de lorh!! I know y u dont accept me that time lor=='' Coz u cant accept 姐弟恋^^" nevermind btw is Past...
Haih~ y I so STUPID leh?? Walao!! Damn thick face lorh!! I propost to her 3time jor!!!
Walao Weih~~
Wanna the 4time? NAH!!!! I not that Gt face lorh!! haha~
This morning I gt a feeling on someone =='' Haih~ told myself not to but something happen was She want my email n Facebook^^'' WOW! I shock lo+__+ hahah~~
Then After skul i go ask her phone number n she gave me n ask me when she was back go sms her!!! whoa!! I fully rechage by her word=='' HAHA~
But I oso trying to Get her!! but It never happen de larh!!!
Today Gt Prayer meeting gotta go chruch agn, I damn tired but thank GOD gave me a Person to push me go There=='' hahahaha!! Today training from 1pm til 3.45pm. Whoa!!! shoik arh!! Tired dao... SOMEMORE go play Badminton til 4.30 non-stop!! walau-pun-nye!! hahahahaha...
After that I went to w8 ''AH Cheong Kor'' sister come fetch us home^^ While waiting ''walao'' ALL my BROTHER noisy dao!!! Pn.Jamilah(Secondary Principle) came out! She was not scolding them but ME~ Arghh!!! I really cant take IT ah!!! I very Dulan jor!! But after awhile I realize - Y she want scold me but not them coz I'm a very "GOOD n Understanding BOY'' sO thank GOD!!
Today Everything was Ended so fast jz liddat XD
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What is �love�

It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.

Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection comingtrue.Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said �Love all�

Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But �love� is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.

In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it.

Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.

Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.

Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.

William Shakespeare.

What is Forgiveness?

It is not uncommon for Christians to have questions about forgiveness. Forgiveness does not come easy for most of us. Our natural instinct is to recoil in self-protection when we've been injured. We don't naturally overflow with mercy, grace and forgiveness when we've been wronged.

Is forgiveness a conscious choice, a physical act involving the will, or is it a feeling, an emotional state of being? The Bible offers insight and answers to these and many more common questions about forgiveness. We'll take a look at the most common questions and find out what the Bible says about forgiveness.

Is forgiveness a conscious choice, or an emotional state?

I believe forgiveness is a choice we make through a decision of our will, motivated by obedience to God and his command to forgive.
Colossians 3:13
Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.

How do we forgive when we don't feel like it? How do we translate the decision to forgive into a change of heart?

We forgive By Faith, out of obedience. Since forgiveness goes against our nature, we must forgive by faith, whether we feel like it or not. We must trust God to do the work in us that needs to be done so that the forgiveness will be complete.

I believe God honors our commitment to obey Him and our desire to please him when we choose to forgive. He completes the work in his time. We must continue to forgive (our job), by faith, until the work of forgiveness (the Lord's job), is done in our hearts.

Philippians 1:6

And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.

How will we know if we have truly forgiven?

Corrie Ten Boom, a Christian woman who survived a Nazi concentration camp during the Holocaust, said, "Forgiveness is to set a prisoner free, and to realize the prisoner was you."

We will know the work of forgiveness is complete when we experience the freedom that comes as a result. We are the ones who suffer most when we choose not to forgive. When we do forgive, the Lord sets our hearts free from the anger, bitterness, resentment and hurt that previously imprisoned us.

Most times, however, forgiveness is a slow process.

Matthew 18:21-22

Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?" Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.

This answer by Jesus makes it clear that forgiveness is not easy for us. It's not a one-time choice and then we automatically live in a state of forgiveness. Forgiveness may require a lifetime of forgiving, but it is important to the Lord. We must continue forgiving until the matter is settled in our heart.

What if the person we need to forgive is not a believer?

I have found that Prayer is one of the best ways to break down the wall of un-forgiveness in my heart. When I begin to pray for the person who has wronged me, God begins to give me new eyes to see that person and a new heart to care for that person. As I pray I begin to see that person as God sees them, and I realize that person is precious to the Lord. I also see myself in a new light, just as guilty of sin and failure as the other person. I too am in need of forgiveness. If God did not withhold his forgiveness from me, why should I withhold my forgiveness from another?

Is it okay to feel anger and want justice for the person we need to forgive?

This question presents another reason to pray for the person we need to forgive. We can pray for God to deal with the injustices, for God to judge the person's life, and then we can leave that prayer at the altar. We no longer have to carry the anger. Although it is normal for us to feel anger toward sin and injustice, it is not our job to judge the other person in their sin.
Luke 6:37
Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.

Why must we forgive?

The best reason to forgive is because Jesus commanded us to forgive. We learn from Scripture, if we don't forgive, neither will we be forgiven:
Matthew 6:14-16
For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins. We also forgive so that our prayers will not be hindered:
Mark 11:25
And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins.