Today is totally AWESOME weih~~ Haih! At morning woke up at 9.48am^^' I juz like woke up for HEAVEN weih~ den checked my phone n there is 19 messages=='' reply until sien arh~ Today's Computer class was so damn boring but luckly v make jokes^^ hahah.. If not i really wanna sleep.. Haizz!
After that, I have Guitar class It was So Wonderful!! I learn more n more song... WHOA! I love playing Guitar weih! but I wont show my talent at skul coz they are more PRO-zo outside there^^'' hehehe..
Today I feel like wanna SMS u but... I forgot tat i have deleted ur phone number juz not to let me rmb u=='' STUPID rite? but although i sms u, u oso wont reply! Ummm.. Thank God that he gave me ppl such as Synn Jye n Jess lyn^^'' I feel So comfortable to talk wif them.. but Jess lyn!! I'm waiting ur answer de arh~ haha! tOday I tot I was joking but I feel real lorh! I told HER that I like her.. But she still dunno to answer==' hahaha~ nevermind la.. f u wanna serious? I will be serious 2^^" Today hope I can get the answer lorh~~ But I rmb u told me at last year! OWEN: v r BEST Fren n nth more than that=='' I was so PAINARhGg!!!!
haih~ dun talk abt last time coz I dun wanna KISS ur ASS agn!! FEEL so foolish! Escaping for you? what did i get??? huh? 4get it!!! ERASE! ERASE! ERASE! +]
HAHA~ This afternoon gt Children church^^ WEEEE!! Things happen was.... Guitarist didnt come? SO I'm doing PA=='' How? Luckly A@ron was here n I ask him to do PA.. SO I play de Guitar!! without A practice=='' at 1st i play quit ''WELL'' hahah~ But I play de chord either too FAST or DELAY de=='' zadaO!!
TOday no skul cannot c u^^ dunno the feeling is GOOD or BAD.. But feel something missing n something replace=='' U r not longer In that place..
Until today of my life I finally realize hu is my 大佬!! In this holiday- I have learn many thing which is- CHANCES , LOVE and REAL Friend!!!!
YA, Chances let me share my expirence of GOD... Last year at the 1semester, I was a SO-callEd 大佬 in skul n I mess-up with all those FORM 5 gangster! N v gt a fight at skul.. They scared of me!! SO what?? I gt a name from all my friend which is 大佬 [ Ugly, Bad, Naughty, Didnt have an REAL heart Fren! that time I gt a fight outside.. with all those REAL gangster! I feel DAMN yeng!! SO what? what I gt? NOTHING.. N in this time GOD gave me chances n chances to turn back.. But I did not!!! SO things happen Last day of Mid-term exam, Pn. Azreen was in relieving my class!! Arghh GOsh!!! I hate her alot that time.. She ask me to tack-in my uniform=='' but I was tention of her anoying sounds! and I cant talk it!! So I 翻脸 with her!!! ARGHH!! den She cried=='' Go to Mr.GOOn n complain abt me!!! Oh GOSH!! Stupid weih! After that Mr.GOON came n found me! n Told ME that I was SET-OUT the school.. NO more chance for me!! SO what I do was while waiting in the OFFICE, I cried n PrAyed n Prayed!!! SO thank God send PAMELA and told me that ALL this is GOD PLAN! So God want u to learn something behind IT...
Thing was when i reached home, my home ha another fight among my grandparents n my aunt!!! SEh!! Make me more tention of it... I cant take it anymore and I speak out for myself! they scold gao me back!! make me more DULAN.. then i went back my room! the thing was only my those christian fren come n talk wif me!! I feel damn touched lor! y not my other SO-called 兄弟 de!! Only one of them come n support me^^'
That day, I cant sleep=='' Y? my heart was clawing like HELL!! then the day after that, I went to skul wif a Empty Body but full with Holy Spirit^^'' That day I put everything On GOD's HAND!! After skul, I wanna get a letter from skul that says I'm be expeled=='' But they didnt gave me~~ juz ask me go back and change another skul=='' SEH!! Luckly one of my兄弟TZE YANG(AMP) teman me on the way to SUNWAY [walking]... While walking then, I gt a phone called from pn.J ^^'' She told me OWEN: IF skul really GAve u a chance u must really Chance u know? N I said: sO u mean I can came back for 2semester loh!! N she said: YES!! after this conversation, I cried n I laugh!! N this is the plan from GOD!! this What he want me to learn!! After all my兄弟 know ady^^' I went to a Church camp which called Restoration camp... I learn alot of alot of thing there! b4 i went, while on the way.. I share to all my BROTHER!! N they talk wif me.. n they oso share theirs^^'
Thank GOD gave me this Opportunity me to know hu r my real 兄弟!! I'm not insulting my other BRother, coz u guyz r always my brotehr 2^^'' WEEEEEE... hahahah!!
Lets talk abt LOVE!! What is the LOVE v know?? Is PUPPY LOVE.. In TRUE LOVE is such as GOD xD s an VERy GOOD example^^'
TRUE LOVE:
-To Acept!!
-To Understand!!
-To Get INvlove in Thoughts,Emotion,Action and Result!!
LOVE just like a tree, has many brancher.
This is to LOVE for GOD,Parents,Siblings,Career,Games,Hobbies,Children!!!
This called LOVE and this are the Summary of My previous POST-What is LOVE?
I hope u can understand my feeling lorh! This what ALL my feeling to u ALL the Time.. But nevermind I have Promised ZHEyu not to Talk abt u agn! He said Y I liddat de? sometime EMo said dont like u=='' sometime dunno do wat ''DFK" go like you o!!!! HAHAHA~
HAIh! zheyu ah! zheyu! try to change your BAD WORD ATTITUDE la.. ppl dont like de arh!! Like PRO-zo TECK yu last time oso ppl dont like him but... he did changed better!!!
C ppl can change de...
lets talk b abt u la!! u make me change alot!! U, HER n GOD is the KEY to let me chance... i think you wanna know hu is HER~~ ?? She is a girl that I very 羡慕de.. she can my engine and ur the KEY^^'' HAHA..
Sometime's thing change!! I Change better or Worst only!! b4 it change's Worst.. I should make a FULL STOP.. Nthg to deul with it, It juz willing to let go anot!! Police not longer chasing the Thief and thief no longer be chasing form de police...
Thing u wanna take It, U oso must willing to let go!! Things u have let go, dont ever ask it back=='
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